I stand so alone now
My heart is empty
My soul devoid
I have nothing to lose
nd nothing to gain
I live now in a sea of pain
Once upon a time I tried in vein
I stand so alone now
no hope
No more
No patron saint
The cries I send are growing much to faint
All melds
The days into weeks
And the weeks so on into years
To form an eternity filled with tears
I stand so alone now
My eyes filled with tears
nd if I live to see tomorrow
Maybe she'll come
To save me from my doldrums
I lye now, taking my final breath
Tasting the air for one final time
As the end draws near
I feel not a bit of fear
i see myself in a pool of my own blood
My eyes are filled with tears
As they close forever more
There is on pain
I feel the same
All is still
No longer do I have to fell shame
It is over now

Things i hate lately...
1 people i think who are my friends but arent ever there for me.
ellie
not having a full band.
my dad.
not enough sleep
broken guitar strings.. i broke my second string.
my teeth.
k mart(thats where i work)
friends.
im to emotional

things i like lately..
this girl.
my band.
harper. he was drunk he was drunk he was rude as he stepped out to the plate as he hit out of the park. up it went out to sea out to mingle in the water out mingle with the birds of the sea. flyinh high like a cloud flying high above the see flying high like a red rebel kite. as he started up his car... yea great song
my clothes my straight long hair.
kevin reid. hes always there for me:)
blink 182.
msuic music music wheree would i be
snow. kinda snowboarding is cool
my grades.



:(